Saturday, December 17, 2011

Dearest Portland,


Thank you for being beautiful today. I will miss you, but....I am really excited to go home and wear shorts, slippers, and clothes that do not cover my entire body. But I'll see you in 2 weeks. Try not to get TOO cold. I am not a fan of scraping ice off of the wind shield every morning.

Ciao ciao!

Monday, December 5, 2011

Spiritualism

I will not even attempt to discuss religion here because simply put, it's something BEYOND me. I have one, and there's so much anger and animosity towards it. I try as an individual, to stay true to my religion and respect the religion and beliefs of others (as everyone should). You can have a religion, not have a religion, believe in God, believe in several gods, or be an atheist. As long as you know what you believe and why, have a good heart, a kind soul, a concern and compassion for others and an open mind that is respectful towards others...kudos, you're wonderful already. What I am DEEPLY intrigued with is ones own spirituality. Where did it come from? Do you connect it with your faith/religion? Is it deeply rooted from your upbringing or is it something you had to find on your own? CAN you find it or should one just possess it? Do you consider yourself spiritual to avoid being religious? Do spirituality and religion go hand in hand? Are you spiritual because you are unsure which religion you identify with? Do you (and I) romanticize it? Do you have time in your day to be a "spiritual being"? What the HECK does it mean to be a spiritual being?? And why the HECK did I just ask 21 questions about it. I told you, I'm intrigued with people's individual spiritualism and how they celebrate/identify it.




I feel that everyone possesses their own unique expression/inner being of spirituality. It's something we can all have a mutual respect and understanding for. I mean, who's to say that you're not reflecting, meditating or praying correctly? Who is not searching for inner peace? Personally, I pray for it every day. I think that spirituality is a journey within one's own state of mind and body. I feel that to truly connect with your inner spirituality, you must connect with your soul. You need to rid your body and mind of the toxins, waste, bad thoughts, angry feelings, etc, so that your entire self can be clear and ready for replenishment. Think about it. As one of a religious order does, they devote their lives to God. They release themselves of every pleasure known to man to the point where all that it left within them is their soul. Amazing. I don't want to become a nun, and I definitely want to continue enjoying the pleasures of life. But I want to feel that connection with my soul....without any type of intoxication.


It's hard in our culture to do this. We have incredibly SO much to distract us and keep us busy. We are working machines, masochists, and slaves to our image, reputation, lifestyle, and debt.  Not to put a downer on humanity, but we need more of it. And maybe true, genuine spiritualism is a foundation for that. A foundation for inner peace and happiness. It's all I want in people and this world.


But then again, I'm not just a "hippie who wants peace". I embrace the world and it's mistakes, because how else will we grow together? Balance is essential. Without yin wouldn't be yang. Without Brahma would not be Vishnu or Shiva. A world without destruction and "inhumanism" is impossible. A world with a little more compassion, happiness and perhaps spiritualism IS.






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Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Swag

Highlight of my daysss...a young man telling me every day, "Oooo Ms. Chan you've got swag [finger snap]". I've become very accustomed to the 200 year old word adopted by our youngins...S W A G ;) I love our youngins, they make me feel old, but hip at the same time. Ok, mainly because the kid says I've got swag. Ohhh yeaaa. Alright, here's some swag for y'all.


Swag swag swag. How many times can I say swag?


SWAG.

Source: piccsy.com 



70's swag. Ugh, love the 70's swag.
Source: lookbook.nu 



Comfy swag




Major mama swag
Source: tumblr.com via Michelle on Pinterest
Source: swankheights.net 



More 70's swag




Color...swag
Source: luckymag.com 

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

I'm back

Ahhhh I've been away for so long. Sorry, I've been pinteresting ;) No, I've been buuuuuusy. But here are some things that should make you smile a little. I'll try to be more consistent, intriguing, and ENGAGING...promesa.





Source: flickr.com via Michelle on Pinterest



Simply put



Holler for a dollar

Friday, November 4, 2011

Playing for Change

1. I love this song.
2. This video comes from a beautiful little non-profit called Playing for Change Foundation.
3. I would love to get my students (and myself) involved with this somehow :)

 

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Breakfast at Celine's

This is why I love Portland...I can walk to Petite Provence in this beautiful 60 somethin' degree weather, order a delicious breakfast (and cookie- BEST cookies in town), walk over to the Barista, a little coffee shop that underwent a fire so is under construction, but in the mean time has this cute little stand outside in this lovely little quad area....order a coffee where they only accept cash to only find out that I have none, and be told that it's ok, I can get them back next time....while the people behind me are offering their dollar bills. I accepted the honor code of the Barista people, and next time I am going to tip them really well :) Then I enjoyably sit there, read my book, and eat my breakfast while sipping on my "free for the day" soy latte.

People here seem to be strangely friendly and nice. I LOVE it.


So last night was the school's Homecoming dance that I planned, which I'm glad to say turned out sooo well!!! Well I mean, not everything turned out the way I envisioned in my head. Of course there were the minor incidents through out the day like the police showing up at the school while I was decorating due to me not unsetting the alarm fast enough- and laughing at me when I told him I worked at the school..."really police officer, I'm 25!!!". And of course the entire wall of decorations (that took roughly an hour putting up that day) falling down 30 minutes prior to the dance. But that's what flexibility is for....you roll with the punches. Winter Formal and Prom...pshhh bring it on!! 

The theme was "Hollywood Knights". I decided to dress up as the classic Audrey...and of course I was the only one who really dressed up. However it was a great turn out, the kids danced the night away and just rocked it....which made the entire LONG day yesterday (it was literally a 6am-1am day) all worth it!! More pics to come.






Thursday, October 13, 2011

Simply Amazing

The way of life can be free and beautiful.



Our knowledge has made us cynical, our cleverness hard and unkind. We think too much and feel too little: More than machinery we need humanity; More than cleverness we need kindness and gentleness. Without these qualities, life will be violent and all will be lost.

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Currently wanting...



A-dorable
Source: None via Michelle on Pinterest


I am semi obsessed with this color


Homemade chandelier....sweet.


Tis the season....to have pumpkin pie milkshakes!



Tuesday, October 4, 2011

October 4, 2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNN 
Love you with all my heart

Source: None via Kelsey on Pinterest

Granola & Yogurt...dzz
Source: tumblr.com via Caryl on Pinterest


Ope, she'll love this one
Source: flickr.com via Jessica on Pinterest

Source: etsy.com via Katie on Pinterest


Source: None via Kelsey on Pinterest
Source: google.com via Aimee on Pinterest


Me = MK...hippy chic
Source: google.com via Aimee on Pinterest


Lynn - Ash...(always the classier one)....classy chic
Source: thisisnotnew.com via Hilary on Pinterest


Thanks for being my BEST FRIEND my entire life!!!!!



Monday, September 26, 2011

So phoooo-ll it hurts

Pho....is what's for dinner.  Ohhh and you bettah believe it's homemade.  No, I did not make it.  But I will definitely LEARN :)  Welcome to Pho...my cure for everything. 


Two of my favorite things: Pho and wine

Sunday, September 25, 2011

An assortment of things

iiiiiiiiit's...about that time. Time for updates. Alright, there aren't MANY.  But I haven't blogged on a regular basis lately...and I also just wanted to share what I cooked for the first time last Thursday.  I have no pics to show the wonderful entrĂ©e....BUT, I cooked my mom's awesome salmon!!!! Um....I don't even cook chicken....so I was excited to have started with a fish.  And for dessert.....
Ohh yeeaaah.

So this wknd I got to have a beer at the Jeld Wen Field which was pretty awesome...thanks to my coool cousin Erica ;) 

I caught the bus downtown TWICE this wknd.  And I gotta say...LOTS of interesting people.  Like they say...."keep Portland weird"...and I had thought my entire life that IIIIIIII was weird.  I also noticed that on the bus....people have that airport terminal vibe about them....the "I don't want to be here so I"ll just look angry and stare awkwardly into space or at you" look.  I keep to myself...so maybe I look like that too.  But I doubt it cause I smile a lot.  So maybe I just look like a creeper....or a smilin' fool.  Swell.

Downtown

I definitely experienced "not being ready for Portland rain" as it POURED on me right as I got off the bus.  I know, what timing mother nature had there.  And correction, it poured after I decided to get a my delish pumpkin spice latte...that I was attempting to enjoy while I was running lost in the rain, latte spilling on my hand, and cute grayish purple urban flats getting soaked and DESTROYED.  Sad day, for 5 min.  Cause I love them shoes.  But needless to say the beautiful Pioneer Square shopping center came to my assistance.  I really don't NEED to be shopping...I mean....I'm a "broke-A volunteer".  But there it was....ok ok....and my entire point of heading into downtown today was to actually find an H&M, so I'm guilty!

So, let me show you how to be a broke fashion ICON. Jk jk, I meant...shopper.  Also, I just wanted to show my sistah some things I bought today.


I feel very "Portland" in this. This is a top I got from bamboo sky actually....that I LOVE. And it was probably one of the cheapest things in the store. I'm pretty good at finding cheap things at expensive boutiques.  It's possible people.  The flats for example...$59 at Banana Republic that I got on sale for like TWELVE bucks.
I LOVE this scarf as well, I wear it with SO many things....H&M baby. Sweatshirt from Forever, and bag is from GAP! 
A lot of people complimented my sweater.  They were def diggin the MJ shoulder tassels
Sooo, I love my bag from GAP because...it's rain resistant, SO light, and the army green and tan go well with mostly everything. 

A staple in my clothing...is at least one item from American Apparel. Here are my AA high wasted shorts I wear with everything.  I  can buy a top for a dollar...place it with these behbehs and I look like a million bucks...or more like $68 to be exact.  The top is from forever. And below is the headband I am wearing (the newest addition to my head wear...lovah it)

Forever 21

MY NEW BOOOOOTS. Along with the MJ sweater and cami shorts I've had for YEARS that I "accidently" stole from my sis YEARS ago, that I wore in college every day. Nothing fashionable to note here...except for my boots. AND the fact that comfort is great too.  Fashion is about comfort as well, and being comfortable in what you're wearing. It's funny... I'm pretty sure that's how I developed any "fashion sense" at all....was being comfortable, and people just LIKED it.

Everything H&M right hurrrr.

Taaaaadaaaa!! The end.